The current life I’m leading is driving me into the ground. I lost my job about a month ago (Jesus, time flies when you sleep all day) and I’m going crazy trying to find a new one. My laziness is not a helping factor in the search.
I’m been snooping around the internet looking for ads for writers hoping maybe I can find something to keep me occupied and perhaps have some payout. No such luck. Also, job hunting when you’re without a car is pretty damn hard. I’m feeling the pressure from my Aunt to find a job and find it quick and that’s stressing me out even more. She acts like I’m not looking. I’ve been filling out online apps left and right, I know that’s not the best way to go but again, no car.
Being jobless coupled with my depression and social anxiety is not conducive to results. Staying in my pj’s until two in the afternoon and staying up all night may seem like the life but it’s really bumming me out because I know that at the moment my life is going no where, and it’s making me feel more than a little worthless.
I decided to see what it would be like to become a Chacha guide. While answering the moronic questions of a vast preteen clientele may be a good way to kill time, and the flexible, work when you want where you want format is pretty great the pay is shit (.005 per question answered by a vetter, which is the entry level postion). I’d have to answer 4,000 questions a day to make a substantial income, but it’s not like I signed up to make it a career, although, supposedly there are people who have worked very hard at rising in the ranks and have made it their sole income. I’m only looking for a little money on the side to tide me over until I can get a job.
